Monday, June 26, 2006
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second day
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As I write this,it is one hour to the first ELDDS meeting of the term.
Only one difference,and a painful one;THE SEC FOUR SENIORS ARE NO LONGER AROUND ANY FRICKING MORE!!!
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...
And if you guys are reading this I just wanna say that I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really miss you all. (To prove my sincerity in saying this,not to brag,I shall state as a fact that I used no copy and paste in typing the "really"s.)
Dammit I can't remember a moment when I didn't like talking to you people.Somehow you all manage to understand this 14 year old (when I thought no one,not even myself could).Sec 4 Farewell Party hasn't even come to pass,and I miss you guys already.(And for some reason I seem to get along better with people two years older than me.)
My mind's set on dressing as Oro-sama.No one except the higher authorities can stop me now.Believe it.
ELDDS won't be the same without you sec 4 people.I know I need to grow up and all,but it's hard.I'm going back to that scene of the Sandaime Hokage's funeral.I think the saddest part was Iruka's flashback.
"A ninja musn't show his emotions in any situation. A ninja must prioritize his missions first and musn't show any tears."
I feel like Naruto in that part of Sarutobi's funeral.
"Iruka-sensei, why do people risk their lives for others?"
"When one person dies...he disappears...Along with his past, current lifestyle and his future. Many people die in missions and wars. They die easily and in surprisingly simple ways. Hayate was one of them. Those who die have goals and dreams. But everyone has something as important as those. Parents, siblings, friends, lovers...People who are important to you. They trust and help each other. The bond between the people important to you ever since birth...And the string that binds them becomes thicker and stronger as time goes on. It's beyond reason. Those bound to you by that string will do that. Because it's important..."
"Yeah, I kinda understand that. But it's painful when someone dies."
"The Third Hokage's death was not in vain. He left something in all of us. You'll understand soon."
"Yeah, I kinda understand that too."
(How ironic,that I describe the scene of the Hokage's Funeral and announce to you all my decision of dressing as Orochimaru for Cosfest V.If I go as anyone.)
I know for one thing the Sec 4 seniors aren't dead.Far from it.This is an EXAMPLE.Not the real thing.
It just won't be the same.
exeunt character, 11:33 PM
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