Sunday, April 30, 2006
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review.
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The poem just below this post?It's one of my favourites.
I really can't explain why I like it so much when it totally freaks me out and causes me to not walk around the house at night.
Perhaps it's because it has a sort of dark goth charm to it.
Either way it freaks me out.
Back to happier things.
Yesterday I went to the second-last History Pageant practice.We finished everything(exc. music and edited photos.)And then we played around.
Also I found out that
certain people have a crush on Mr Sng...
(they find him romantic,that he should write poems. -_-"')
exeunt character, 11:49 AM
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Brian Patten
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While playing in the woodland's edge,
I saw a child one day.
She was standing near a foaming brook,
And a sign half rotted away.
There was something strange about her clothes,
They were from another age.
I might have seen them in a book,
Upon a mildewed page.
She looked pale and frightened,
Her voice was thick with dread.
She spoke through lips rimmed with green,
And this is what she said,
"I saw a signpost with no name,
I was surprised and had to stare.
It pointed to a broken gate,
And a path that led nowhere.
"The path had run to seed and I
Walked as in a dream.
It entered a silent oak wood,
And crossed a silent stream.
"And in a tree a silent bird
Mouthed a silent song.
I wanted to turn back again,
But something had gone wrong.
"The path would not let me go,
It had claimed me for its own.
It led me through a dark wood,
Where all was overgrown.
"I followed it until the leaves,
Had fallen from the trees.
I followed it until the snow,
Drugged the autumn's bees.
"I followed it until the spring,
Dissolved the winter snow.
And whichever way it turned,
I was obliged to go.
"The years passed like shooting stars,
They melted and were gone.
But the path itself seemed endless.
It twisted and went on.
"I followed it and thought out loud,
'I'll be found,wait and see.'
Yet in my heart I knew by then,
The world had forgotten me."
Frightened I turned homeward,
But stopped and had to stare.
I too saw that signpost with no name,
And the path that led nowhere.
(The Terrible Path,by Brian Patten.)
exeunt character, 11:20 AM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
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vivi's problem
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yea i have a PROBLEM!
i've been asked to COSFEST 2006!!!!!!
Whether I should say yes or no is beyond me.
Whether I should go as a character or not if I say yes is ALSO beyond me.
But I probably will say yes to both.
And then there is the most Pertinent Question of all.....
WHO I'M GOING AS!!!
I was actually thinking of lots and lots of people.See,I took it out on my dA journal.
Itachi,Shikamaru and Sasori and a couple more naruto people,Garnet,SEPHIROTH,Tifa,...
Kuja.
For one thing I'm stick thin.-_-"'
For another Kuja's pretty into the goth thing.
Also he's pretty theatrical-villain styled.
"You see,I promised him I'd let you live in return for doing me a little favor.But I hate keeping promises...and I do so love deceit!So,I thought I'd give you all a death to remember me by!You see,my palace is the home to a magnificent hourglass!And when the sands fall,you'll all die!Isn't it a fabulous idea?!Oops, only ten minutes left!Better start praying!Farewell my sweet,lovable morons!Aha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!"
Oh how I love that,and also...
"Why should the world exist without me?That would be terribly unfair."
The true Kuja fanatics,they say,think every blonde is a Genome.(I wonder what'd become of the Naruto cosplayers there...)
AND THE QUOTE PAGE!!! :))
http://www.after-sin.org/kuja/quotes.htmlOh look its a major digression!and i've got to go!
so i'll end the post like this...
"Peace is but a shadow of death, desperate to forget its painful past...Though we hope for promising years. After shedding a thousand tears, yesterday's sorrow constantly nears. And while the moon still shines blue, by dawn, it will turn to scarlet hue.
exeunt character, 11:54 PM
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...
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will go back to modifying the skin i took for to change.of course i credited the author.
exeunt character, 11:09 PM
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everytime we touch...
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"'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.Need you by my side." - Cascada(Everytime We Touch)
Vivi was very very very bad during Chinese tuition today when we had free time.When the boy she hated went to the toilet,Vivi told her plans to everyone in class,in English.The teacher couldn't understand that way.She was going to confess her (open inverted commas) love (close inverted commas) to him.They all said okay and waited.
He came in.She kept quiet.The boys opened their mouth and said..."She's got something to tell you!"He said it didn't matter,and they said,"IT WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE!"He said he wouldn't bother,and they said,"Turn around and look at her."I couldn't look up at him anymore.From hardened practise,she took a breath and said,"Ever since the day I met you,I couldn't stop thinking about you."Here,red began to take over the ends of her face,creeping oh so slowly towards her cheeks."I couldn't eat 'cos I was thinking about you.I couldn't sleep 'cos I was thinking of you.And when I did sleep,I dreamed of you."Here,she looked up at him for a while,then she announced,"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"
By now everyone was laughing other than me,him,and the teacher,who hadn't the foggiest idea what was going on.I told him,"If you believe that,you'll believe anything."He said,"I'd marry any girl,other than her."It all smoothed over with lots of small talk,with special emphasis on the phrase "true love".
Naturally I was the first to leave class,but not till after I explained to the teacher why we were all talking so...excitedly.
exeunt character, 8:45 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
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the upndown day
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up:eldds on tuesday where we went with mr sng
up:mr sng made us use a chair in a different way.i used it as a watercooler,but pris here...schoolbag -_-"'.(to this mr sng says,"A for effort,F for safety.")
down:i now know how wicked mr sng is.(he wanted to throw molten toffee into people's hair.and rotten meat with rats and maggots into the general audience.)
up:HE WRITES POETRY!
up:finally remembered to bring nike waterbottle to school yesterday
down:ms chye thought i was doing all the talking.BUT I WASN'T!
down:i now have something against xiaojun for taking my pen without asking me in music,using my pen AND openly declaring she hates me while doing so.
up:when those who didn't finish their art were told to sit on the floor,33 of us sat.including me,of course.the floor was colder than the chair,so it was a welcome change.
down:when we asked to be punished by standing outside mdm noor refused.
down:we couldn't watch the teachers perform(teachers here means:the lit teacher [ms tan],the history teacher [ms kong],the teacher who invigilated us [ms tan 2],the math teacher [mr lim],AND MR SNG,among a lot of other teachers.)
up:mr lim actually looks good in army pants.
down:i have something against ng teng.she calls me mentally disabled,while taking a quarter off my roti prata(which she insisted on choosing.last time she made me give it to her too,and i had to eat with a plastic fork and a broken spoon.)
DOWN:lower secondary students had to endure(not listen to.ENDURE.)a little girl who was singing.
lower down:She sang so softly it was more of the music than her.
six feet under:she was singing BRITNEY SPEARS.The song was Sometimes.(I'd spend a day in jail to not hear any normal Britney songs.To not hear Sometimes,I'd go to the brig for a week.)
slightly up:it was the only song she sang.
up some more:my questions to ms kong were replied.
little dip:she didn't answer the question on music
upndown:i wrote a thank you note to her and asked a couple more informal questions and went to post it.
up:science common test was within reason.
down:math killed.started lots of questions but never managed to finish most.
up:hardly any homework!
upndown:slept thirteen hours with three intervals of about five minutes(1600h-500h)
up:sent email to liyana with the edited sports day photos for no reason. :P
up:got to school early
down:the sky was so dark because of rain it looked like the scene from war of the worlds where the aliens came out.
up:i still came to school early!
up:had fun rubbing the ODT!
up:finished the drawing of the national afternoon time-killer(roti,kaya,butter,kopi o.)in front of the singapore flag. :)
down:shuyi called me stupid.she did too to her father,mr sng,and her juniors.
up:HERE I AM!
exeunt character, 10:05 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
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outdoing myself
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i outdid myself.
i can't believe it.
i edited the pics i took on sports day and they looked really nice.
then i showed lilin.
who likes them ^^.
and i'm tasked with revamping the ELDDS blog.
kami... @_@
exeunt character, 11:49 PM
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spastic ramblings
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spastic ramblings,go away!though ways of inspiration,they're things that i just wanna say,that constitute distraction.this post will be dedicated to whatever comes to mind.because there are seriously too many things on my mind that don't make sense,i shall act like L. Ron Hubbard and write down whatever i can think of.
- SMASH THE LES PAUL AGAINST THE AMPLIFIER- punch that little doll on the windowsill.he tells you lies.- Long live the Black Dragons!- Down with the mages,because ninjas rule!shall stop this now.it's unhealthy for me to take all this out on you all.
exeunt character, 12:18 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
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vivi's days
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friday night & saturday:vivi edits pics taken of ixora and gardenia and cheerleading footage.sends copy of images to lilin(who seems to like them ^^).
saturday night:the sky burns tonight.vivi watches SPEEDMOUSE!!!!bro's friend had to come but he was fine cuz i could threaten to make out with him and scare him.last night in singapore and super duper funny!they were having fun with infusing the middle finger into olympic sports...lol!saw the fattest cat i ever saw.
sunday:did homework.went to the optometrist.got glasses done.still in making but who cares?I FINALLY HAVE A NIKE WATER BOTTLE.(its black,it was the last one,so be jealous!)went for ikea dinner after that before having TWO COOKIES!i <3 cookies...
monday:splitting headache in class during math.couldn't concentrate.will have to revise at home.mdm er didn't come!(yayness.)
nth else to write.
bb!
exeunt character, 10:56 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
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taiyundokai!
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WARNING:LONG POST ALERT.
i have a new magic 8 ball!i love it.
yesterday was sports day.sports days are BORING.i mean honestly,who wants to watch little specks of people running round a track?
so i wrote a poem which went like this:
begone fool,son of hell.
let darkness rule,
and all be well.
this day is sweltering
like a pyre.
begone this day
Of Fire.
And after that I was bored so........we played the eight ball!me and prisia and xiaojun and lots of other people lol...
- liyana is straight
- i'm straight
- pris is gay
- pris and me are insane
- pris will always be fat
- ixorans look like highlighters
- rose people look like trafficlights
- i will never get an ipod
- tanyeera and vivi nefertari ornitier are real
- i will be a writer,then a sadistic murderess
- prisia is a dragon
- i'm a dark black mage,but not cut out for leader
- prisia has homicidal tendencies
- me and pris were born bad
- liyana is on side of the good
- shade nefertari will beat one of tanyeera's kind,
- but not tanyeera.
- the end of the world will happen in our lifetime
- t5uk1y0m1 will be a chief bandit
- pris is the craziest creature on earth
- i rock
- xiaojun rocks
- tammy does not rock.lol.
- it is wrong for pris to infiltrate garde
- it is wrong for me to infiltrate ixora
- i AM the greatest pervert in the world
- naomi is annoying to prisia
- naomi will marry rain
- prisia will wield a whip
- i will wield a kunai
- pris will use a knife to wound herself and naomi
- pris will mortally injure naomi
- naomi will die by prisia
- i will use my kunai against dione
- and kill her by loss of her blood.
- kagome is an annoying little 5h!+.
- inuyasha thinks so too.
- it will rain
- LIYANA RAWKS THE WHOLE HOUSE DOWN
- GARDE WILL SIT IN VIP STANDS IN 2007
- the ball loves my poetry,hates pris's poetry and likes poe's poetry
(the following points must never be listened to)
- i will impregnate prisia
- who will mortally wound me through the use of videogames
- i will die on that day
- that day i will be older than sixty and die of old age
it did rain.cheerleading rocked!making video of it now.parent-teacher relay saw mr sng in second place,and he wore a football jersey lol.and mr lim...he held a pink flower fan for a while.i couldn't stop laughing.
garde won cheerleading!yiying hugged the garde flagbearer so tight and so long,and we were all like,GARDE...GARDE!GARDE...GARDE!
ok so ixora's hitting the stands next year,but so?GARDE WAS SECOND.
but i was still pissed so i decided not to talk to pris for the rest of the week.then dad came and gave me some money 'cos he couldn't fetch me.i had dinner at mos burger,where i struck up a conversation with a young lady from dunman high.she originally wanted to go to cedar before choosing dunman.we talked a lot before i went to toa payoh mrt.it was underground,and other than the underground shops,it reminded me very very strongly of a place i had left some ten months ago,back in Nagoya,Japan.I suddenly missed Chikusa,and all its people there at Ryokan Watanabe who helped me,liked me,talked to me,tolerated my fast speech,tolerated my incorrigible love for anime and manga,and my general immaturity.i boarded the mrt,and we came to kallang.it looked so much like the station above the world expo 2005 that i was stunned.never had singapore and japan seemed to me like such desirable places,and for a fleeting moment i imagined myself back there at the station on that last moment in the world expo with dad,wishing that moment would never,ever,ever end.
i got off at aljunied,and went to the toilet.i saw myself looking hot,sweaty and tired.my hair was ridiculously messy.and yet,despite all this,i can say i have never looked fairer.(narcissistic me.)
i'm on my way,just set me free,HOME SWEET HOME!!!
exeunt character, 5:30 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
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BAN NON ENGLISH?not!
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i thought,just for today,that i didn't have to see Her.
that corpulent lady with hair that reminds one of a basket full of cake and tea and the like carried by a little girl with a red hooded cloak.
she didn't come with her file and papers and her,um,bulbous behind.
i thought i could spend twentyfour peaceful hours without her.
And peacefully waited for English's advent.
ms wan came.she announced people saying words that were not english would need to pay ten dollars to the class fund.
and so...i went into overdrive.
"ms wan!ms wan!now i can't say memoirs of a ------!the word is banned because it isn't english!and i can't say your last name,and a lot of other people's names!"
xiaojun,stupid girl,she asked me to say her name.so i said,"c x j."
anyhows i said a lot of things else that weren't english before deciding i should never write the class name or the date or anything else with integers in arabic numerals,or roman numerals,but in proper english.today is the twentieth of march two thousand and six,for instance.and it is three hours and fifteen minutes past noon.
She did come.
In white.
bb.
exeunt character, 11:55 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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punch my childish friend
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el was fine yesterday.nothing much to report.
reflections by el were super today!liyana and tingwei were talking.the compassion part was super funny,but the report on the general election...i almost fell asleep.really,i'd rather spend a week in jail than be in politics.politics makes me fall asleep.EXCEPT TAIWANESE POLITICS!fight fight fight.how EXCITING.haha...
had to give a speech today in class.i wrote it as part of groupwork for speech-writing.it was free topic so we went for a wedding testimonial.i don't know why,but i was more animated and less nervous and louder than i expected.i'm crud at making speeches on normal days.theatre is different,and so is singing in the toilet.
then came this group of people after me."ladies and gentlemen,boys and girls,we are here to mourn the death of limpeh."WALAO!so zhun!one group does wedding and the next one does funeral.how inauspicious..."but limpeh would not want us to be sad for him!we should keep striving to kill the Blue Aunties!Long live Red Flowers!Death to Blue Aunties!!!"
i still cannot believe that the first two people (academically classified) in class and the assistant monitress made up three parts of the four-person group.i guess it's true that geniuses are a bit mad.
recess involved 2s people coming up to try to entertain us.they were fine,but they failed still in my opinion.there came a point in the performance when i decided it made no difference whether or not i dropped face first into my plate of chicken curry roti prata.fortunately it was only for a while,and i was saved from a set of dirty school uniform.etc.
art...talked and drew at the same time.it came to my obsession with (not consuming,just looking at) kopi o and ah kun kaya toast again,and mdm nur said she wanted a large cup of coffee in it,so i drew it in after i did my mini version with toast.so i had one set of coffee and kaya toast bobbing up and down like little boats in a ridiculous amount of coffee.and then i did the most retarded thing of all - i borrowed dione's drawing of the fountain of wealth and put it on top.tada!the source of coffee!but mdm nur said we were not to talk in class.if we wanted to we could only ask for criticism.almost immediately dione and i held up our drawings and asked each other if they were nice.ah well...
exeunt character, 10:04 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
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the beginning of my end.or so.
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got up today at quarter past six.thought perhaps it would increase my chances of being early.
finished getting ready at six forty.the day was fine and it looked like i would be very early and mdm er would be happy with me.very happy.
i wished more than anything for her to smile at me for the first time in my life.
and so i went down and had the biggest school breakfast of the year.
one roti prata fried with butter and sugar,and one cup of milo.on normal days it'd be just the milo.
and so i finished that and went out to look.the sky was a lovely blended shade of purple,pink and blue.
and so like this i waited for mum to come down and marvel at how early i was compared to other days.i could almost see how amazed she would be.
my brother came and said he'd be going with me on the way to school.i was fine with that;i was early after all.
on and on i waited,till the clock on the wall said it was seven.it was five minutes fast,i thought,all she has to do is come now.
and then my aunt came.awfully portly she was,but my aunt nonetheless.then my other bro.i felt a sense of foreboding,and went up to check.
and on the way,i thought to myself the irony of the whole thing.i woke up to be early,but i was going to be late for waking up early.
my sister was in mum's bed asleep and my mother was in the bath.she came out,and shooed me off.she looked at me when she was scolding sis and i.i wondered if she hated me...
five minutes past seven princess sister finally sauntered into the car.my eyes were now shining with water.in she came and after that we set off.
ten minutes to seven we reached their school.they got off and it took them one minute.they're kids,mum said.
and after that we set off for my school.traffic was an absolute (c**t),but in the end we made it out.by the time we passed that it was fifteen minutes to seven.five more minutes,and i was fried chicken.
and then,a miracle happened.
mum shot off at an amazing speed,and in five minutes i was there.during that time my teeth were on my lower lip and i thought that however weak they were they would cause me to taste blood soon.but there we were.the clock hesitated at seven nineteen for a little while,before turning to twenty past seven.
there,i told myself.late the second time this year,and it's all their fault.but no.
the second miracle showed itself.i got up and ran.ran at subhuman speed.ran the fastest i ever ran before.but i was stopped.stopped by the teacher.stopped by the vice president who turned around and raised her right hand in such a way to produce a force field over the foyer,that i could not come in.
words could not express the sadness i felt while the national anthem,pledge and school song were played out.i could not speak properly.i could not stand properly.i wanted the shining liquid in my eyes to spill out,so as to make known to the world how terrible i felt.but no,i had to be strong.those who committed seppuku knew this,and even at their final moment showed no signs of pain even after seeing their own guts all over the floor.likewise,i willed myself to be the iron maiden i showed the world i was.yes,i was strong.if i showed i was impenetrable i had to be impenetrable.i was strong,i was invincible,i was vivi nefertari.and it would never change.
the latecomers behind me and another girl who came seconds after myself walked towards us two.the teacher said to not come close to us;for we weren't late.
we were released,and though i felt a small surge of happiness,it didn't last longer than two seconds.my heart started to hurt like crazy,and i thought of a six-year-old gaara asking his uncle why it hurt so much while clutching his chest where his heart was.
the teachers took their leave.each cast a dirty look at me.i wasn't late,i wanted to scream.i wasn't late at all!when i wanted to make my way back to class,mdm er stopped me.
she asked why i was late.i replied that she could ask my mother,but the way it came out was so choked up and soft that i doubt she heard anything that made sense at all.
my aching heart felt grabbed,and squeezed,and i wanted more than ever to cry.
i stopped myself again.mdm er,we all knew,had a habit of bullying people.to see people cry was a kind of privilege,then,to her.i would not give her that luxury.she told me she'd deal with me later,and sent me back to class.
and that was when i nearly broke down completely.i couldn't breathe properly,and i felt a stream of youknowwhat come out my nose.my classmates asked if i was fine/needed a tissue,and i said no.strong as i was,when my eyes met dione's,i felt i could hold it no longer.but it never came.she could tell i was in great pain,and sent in a letter to ask why i felt that way,whether it was mdm er,and a couple of other questions that i can't remember now.and i told her everything.
exeunt character, 11:24 PM
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snowball clears his name
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As and though the greatest pervert on earth...
I WISH TO CLEAR MY NAME TO THE PEOPLE OF 2C.I did
not recite the eff word in class.All I did was say the word "fine" in such a strangled evil voice everyone thought it was the eff word.
Which it WASN'T!
I,on a more personal note,wish to clear my name regarding the parking lot incident as well,in which things on the same scale occurred.It was PARKING LOT.Not the other thing.
that's all.
exeunt character, 11:18 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
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scary dreams
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yup it totally freaked me out.
I overheard the world's people would die by shootout or be frozen for all eternity.
And then I went to school.
The PE teacher called my level out to the track.The prefects had all mysteriously disappeared.
She told us each to take a plastic fork.
Then she told us to stand in six lines of sixty people,one arm's length away from everyone else.I was in the middle.
Then she told us to put the fork straight up in the soil.
Then she pointed to a red pail 100m away and said we had to,on her whistle,take the fork from the soil and run to the pail to cast it in.Upon completion they were allowed to return to class.
Then it began.The people in front started running.Then the prefects appeared.One of them was holding a derringer and shooting people somewhere in the middle.On the third shot or so I fell.I wasn't dead;only pretending.But then the teacher dragged me out and killed me for real,'cos she knew I wasn't really dead.
And then I woke up.In the position I was when I fell.
exeunt character, 10:07 PM
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freaky friday
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OMG friday was super fun!
Went there and my class was the only class.
This was going to be four hours long with half an hour in between for a lunch break.
And so we went through papers as (the way i say it)proteases under influence of hydrochloric acid ate away at the walls of my stomach,causing a feeling a little less excruciating than wearing heels and(i'm not telling you what happened to me) and a high cut tight collared sleeveless dark pink sakura-styled dress and walking (cannot run...) around my school courtyard for one and a half hours with breaks of three minutes in between with your friends from class among a lot of other people walking around the courtyard.(I did that.)
THEN LUNCH!
I ran and ran and ran to THE RAMEN SHOP.
And had nan-kotsu ramen!
But it included 10% service charge so I had to pay one dollar more. -_-"'
And then I went back to class.
and then margeret and pearl acted up.
And then WE CALLED THE TEACHER!
'cos his phone was on the teacher's table.
AND THEN...A Town's Down!(usher music starts playing)
and we were all laughing.i called him first.
then the guy who liked johnny rocketfingers called him.twice.
and then margaret started throwing around pieces of paper saying,"duo ke ai de pearl pang ah!"
and pearl threw around a few saying,"Hi I'm Margaret.I am cute."
and what did i do?i made it worse.
*attempted but horribly wrong pitiful voice*"MR NG!IT WASN'T ME!I didn't do it!"
"I didn't say you did it!"
"oh...BUT I DIDN'T DO IT!"When you live with three other kids you've gotta learn to push the blame.That's right.Taichi it all to the weakest person.
AND MR NG BOUGHT COKE AND SPRITE!!!And we each got a plastic cup.
And Alex drew Johnny on his cup and asked if I wanted it.I'd only take it if he washed it so after class he threw it away.
But it was really good.We ended half an hour before time.Mr Ng was saying,"If my brother Kelvin takes you all next year I'll tell him never to have a marathon class with you all.Or else."
And I went home at four and slept till eleven.
And then I stayed up till four am and fell asleep and woke up at eight am.
exeunt character, 8:45 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
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good(?) friday
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tomorrow's good friday!
yayness...
*stops*
WTF?!EXTRA MATHS TUITION???
Some "good" friday it is...
exeunt character, 12:16 AM
Friday, April 07, 2006
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today
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i lost four tickets.
four tickets to hollaback crew.and the click five.
shan the jock was asking to complete the lyrics to just the girl.
the only click five song i ever knew.
three calls and i managed to get him to answer.
and then he couldnt hear me.
fifteen seconds.
line dies.
this guy called zi yi gets it.
he wins the tickets.
his voice is ridiculous.
kuso!ssibal!kuso!ssibal!
exeunt character, 12:56 AM