Monday, May 15, 2006
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gomen!
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sorry didn't post for so so so long...
it really is a problem that i love bzoink so much now!
*gives naomi-san a dirty look*thank you very much naomi-san for...er..."referring" me to bzoink.it keeps me so,er,..."occupied".
anyway.
i was looking at my antithesis' blog.
AND I REALISED.
that while liyana-san celebrates her sixteen-years-and-one-week-oldness,my antithesis celebrates her FOURTEEN-years-and-one-week-oldness.
Talk about plagiarism.
How...
delightful,that the senior i like talking to the most shares her birthday with...*gives antithesis a dirty look*.
We were all made to never like our antitheses.
Today Cedar made news in In publication.
or more specifically,our track team.
i guess that isn't too bad.
then i saw this girl called wan zara or something like that.
she's kinda cute.
or at least i thought so when i first saw her.
then i looked closely and...
oh god its my antithesis.
i'd been punk'd.
thank god.
lots of things to do.too much to write!
been caught up with my new...
FREEWEBS!!!
in beta testing mode.
oh god how my life revolves around the computer now.
*maplestory emote:f5*
*slaps hand*
OH NEFARIOUS HAND!To have led me into a world that is not my own,that is a myriad of wonderful colours,that is nothing more than a liquid crystal display to which there is no end,but can be stopped.
But how I am loathe to still my hand,and end this adventure of a lifetime!
And so I play on.
In spite of the grownups around me telling me that I have the real world to live in,and not just this one.
That it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
But no,I do not listen.My fingers,they are uncontrollable,they continue punching letters,numbers,punctuation.Intelligible,yet worthless.
Of what worth is a life lived in this world of a screen,when all one does is slump his body close to it,and punch these useless words,spaces and punctuation?
*end angsty phase*
*looks at prose written above*
OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE IT LOOKS LIKE A FRICKING SUICIDE NOTE.
I'm not suicidal to begin with.You could have asked if I was some three years ago when my antithesis' control over me was in full swing and I'd have said yes,but not now.I don't even cut myself,although the sight of blood never did make me weak.I've so many insect bites I can't count them.
Whatever.
And I noticed I'm starting to act like xiaojun.
*angsty prose 2*
O how it pains me to be separated from my senior!
And yet,it is beneath my dignity to act like my friend.
Every day she pines,without end,for her beloved Amelia.
As I do.
Everyday,she sings Amelia's praises.
As I do.
How is it that two different lives could be so intertwined?
How is it,that I have fallen far beneath my dignity for the sake of a mixture between friendship,and something more than that,that is not love?
No,I must stop.
Such is the pain of abstinence.
*end angsty phase 2*
*looks at prose above again*
Ok that was more poetic but WHO CARES.
the point is i have to STOP FRICKING PINING.
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ok might as well give you the link to the beta testing area then...
http://www.freewebs.com/vivinefertari/index.htmvisit.crap.whatever.it's still in experiment mode.
exeunt character, 2:53 AM
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